As much as my kids can annoy the crap out of me I miss them when they aren’t here 😞

Today is my first day of oxy elite pro! Let’s just say that’s shit is expensive!!!!

Let’s hope it works I had it an hour ago and feeling very buzy from the caffeine!

Here’s hoping I see awesome results like everyone else’s has :)

I’m going to write about it in my notes everyday and keep weighing myself this combined with calorie counting and eating right and dance and gym I’m going to get back down to 59kg! 😁

guiltfreedesserts:

Spending Valentine’s Day alone? That’s okay, you’re not alone! Celebrate V-Day with this Mini Jelly Roll Cake (for one) recipe; only 70 calories!

bakeddd:

raspberry swirl sweet rolls

• click here for recipe

That moment you are having a breast ultrasound and they mark out a black area! Now I’m freaking! Black marks on ultrasounds are not a good thing!

Now I’m totally freaking!

I would love to crawl into a massive hole right now and never come out! 😖

It cut out all the good bits

I’m totally stressed beyond belief! Just when things start to go right something happens to fuck that all up! FML 😖 I have to wait until Friday for test results and then I still won’t know what’s happening!

A complete mastectomy is looking more like an option!

I need to make some serious decisions and very soon! I’m seriously down because of a few things :( I’m ready to give up the person who is meant to love me doesn’t give a flying fuck and only cares about himself! I want out of here this life it’s bullshit

I have a major case of the fats :( been eating shit for weeks now had an amazing week then back to eating shit! 😣 I just want to sleep